She's It

She's all around me. I smell her in my sleep. My tired eyes view hers and I smile even though I feel sleepy and my head is sore. She kisses me on the cheek and I'm grinning like a contented child. She's everything to me and more. I'll be honest. I never dreamed she existed. I never dreamed we'd get this far.

After the rain falls the the sun pokes it's cheerful head out of the reluctant clouds I gaze skyward and think of her. It's only in these moments I realise her true beauty. She's the feeling making me gulp huge lumps of nothing into my throat and the reason I'm blinking with cold water making my vision blurry.

My dreams are always reminiscent of my love though my fears take grasp of this alternate reality and run amuck. It's not enough to want her. I need her close to me like fresh air or flowers in otherwise empty fields. I could breathe her in all day. When she's angry I cherish her. When she's loving it puts a light on somewhere deep inside of me. She knows this because I tell her. I love her so much and nothing can ever challenge or conquer that. Nothing will ever beat that feeling.